aaaarrrrgggghhh!
Jun. 22nd, 2005 08:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Why did I EVER agree to do an independent study on medieval philosophy during the summer? What psychotropic substance was possessing my brain? Where the hell are my notes on Al-Farabi?
(update: Found the notes. What do they mean? I understood them when I wrote them...)
And why did I give my sci-fi class a difficult long-answer essay test last week? Do I still feel I have to prove to somebody that this is "real" philosophy? Haven't I won this argument with myself before? Didn't I realize I'd have to FRICKIN' GRADE it???!!!! I've graded TWO intro tests in the time it's taken me to even get up the courage to look at this humongous pile of, um, writing....
And don't get me started on the fact that I agreed to teach two classes next summer session too. Vacation? What's that?
::whimper:: I'm done yelling now. Can I have a hug?
(update: Found the notes. What do they mean? I understood them when I wrote them...)
And why did I give my sci-fi class a difficult long-answer essay test last week? Do I still feel I have to prove to somebody that this is "real" philosophy? Haven't I won this argument with myself before? Didn't I realize I'd have to FRICKIN' GRADE it???!!!! I've graded TWO intro tests in the time it's taken me to even get up the courage to look at this humongous pile of, um, writing....
And don't get me started on the fact that I agreed to teach two classes next summer session too. Vacation? What's that?
::whimper:: I'm done yelling now. Can I have a hug?
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Date: 2005-06-23 02:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-27 02:24 pm (UTC)Pretty icon, too!
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Date: 2005-06-23 04:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-27 02:27 pm (UTC)*blush* many many thanks! I am greatly cheered. :-)
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Date: 2005-06-23 04:50 am (UTC)(Still adore that icon! ;)
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Date: 2005-06-27 02:29 pm (UTC)And your icon rocks. ;-)
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Date: 2005-06-23 11:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-27 02:32 pm (UTC)::giggle:: thanks!
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Date: 2005-06-23 02:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-27 02:46 pm (UTC)I'm still glad to be here - I've decided the joys still outweigh the misery - but I appreciate the sympathy from someone who's been there! :-)
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Date: 2005-06-23 07:19 pm (UTC)::big hug::
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Date: 2005-06-27 02:52 pm (UTC)Very perceptive - I appreciate the insight. And the hugs.
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Date: 2005-06-24 01:01 pm (UTC)DId you see "Kingdom of Heaven?" What'd you think?
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Date: 2005-06-27 03:09 pm (UTC)Many thanks!
And when it's over, you can convert more of the SF class to intelligent SF. Then Rat Patrol.
LOL! What a great idea!
DId you see "Kingdom of Heaven?" What'd you think?
No, I haven't seen it - it sounds intriguing, though. So far this year I've seen ROTS and Howl's Moving Castle.